I apologise sayang. Im such a bugger. I never realise how much you loved me. I never realised what shit im putting you through. I'll try my best from now on. I promise. And i love you loads.

Faddy is such a shithead. Pull urself together fad! There's noone other then him that can take ur paranoia and insecurity. Be thankful he loves you. Note to self: Please be more open and tell him when you feel that something is wrong with the relationship. Dont keep it to urself. He deserves to know.

So the sun is shining, and i feel myself getting better. Partly because of this:

I just want us to continue this relationship of trust as per normal and want you to know that i love you as much as you love me.. Im never gonna find a gal who treats me better.

So im heading off to Senai in 30 mins time, to Sofitel Resort, for a perjumpaan raya. The outing will last 2 days, and i'll be back by Sunday night or Monday morning. Dun miss me too much. hahaha.

To Nassy : Thanks grrl for advising me and all! mUuaacckss!! *hearts* u bnyk2.