Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Yeahhoo. Im back from KL. 2 days ago actually. Been too busy and shagged from school, outings, "washing eyes" as well as catching up with him that i dont have much time to blog. Sooo sorry.

Seeing my schedule this coming week, i sure hope i can manage a proper entry soon about the KL outing. Miss bloghopping and typing out long mundane entries. Bah!

School now ends at an average of 4pm. Like oh my God. and when i'll join Hockey as well as Malay Cultural Society, i have no idea what time i shall step foot in the household daily.

On the other hand, JJC is a blast with around 40 to 50 malays or pupils taking Malay Language. The 2 hours Malay lesson just now was so fun (for the first time in 3months). The class consisted of around 30 females and 15 males, and was divided by 2 (by ourselves, not the teachers). The first group (which i belonged in) consisted of 7 girls and 15 guys, whilst the second consisted of the rest of the girls.

So the teacher gave us a composition TEST to do on the first lesson (like what the hell?). The second group sat quietly and did their work, while the first group was having a ball of a time laughing and cracking jokes and listening to mp3s. Nanana.

I met Liyana finally after a month of not seeing her. Her first reaction to my newly pierced ears, my hairband, my tote bag and my walk was a scream, a shocked face, a round of laughter, and finally

"FADHILAH! YOU LOOK LIKE A GIRL!"


I am apalled. Does that mean i looked like a boy last time? Egad. But it is rather a compliment, so thank you Yana. That sort of thing makes my day. Hee.

I realise that its easy to live life when you're beautiful. It is human nature to get attracted to pretty stuff, like flowers and sunsets and soccer. I envy beautiful people.

Like her. She doesnt even have to try to make friends. Cuz she's beautiful, people flock to her like bees flock to honey. People want to be associated with her. I envy her.

People like me? We work extra hard and yet don't get the same results. Nyeah. Shouldnt try too hard though, or you'll end up like that girl in my school.