Peace be upon you
Today rocks! I met Faris and Lis and Hairil. Actually Faris first den lis and hairil. As u noe, hairil and lis are like leeches stuck to each other. They cant let go. wahha.
Anyway, i got my best fren to follow me to meet Faris. So he treated us to Swensens. So sweet arh? haha. Anyway, he was like nice and shy and all. I was too. So like all the talking was done by my best friend who dun even noe Faris. Wahahha. I'd love to go out with him again. Woohoo!
Deeen we left at arounf 6.15, so my best fren went back to wdlands, and me took the same train home with him, as he lives at lakeside. So we talked2 and i felt quite sad when we reached his stop. haha! i loike talkin to him and pijakin his head.
Deenn, i met Lis and Hairil to sell my Atticus Cd. I LOVE HEr NAiLs and His HaiR! wOOts. waha. and i soo like them. Dunnoe if they like me, but who cares, i loike them.wahhaa. K den gotta study.
Love,
Fuddy is Happy!
Tuesday, June 29, 2004
Peace be upon you
I realised today, that many people look down on Malays.
I realised today, looks are usually more impt then the heart.
I realised today, that im missing out on life.
I realised today, that im letting my parents down.
I realised today, that im letting myself down.
I realised today, that friendship doesnt die.
It just disappears.
I realised today, that im alone in this world.
Nur Fadhilah
I realised today, that many people look down on Malays.
I realised today, looks are usually more impt then the heart.
I realised today, that im missing out on life.
I realised today, that im letting my parents down.
I realised today, that im letting myself down.
I realised today, that friendship doesnt die.
It just disappears.
I realised today, that im alone in this world.
Nur Fadhilah
Sunday, June 27, 2004
Peace be upon you
I recommend you to read Xiaxue's blog. It rocks! basically i dun even noe her, but i found myself laughing alone in the room. Gawd. Im turning lunatic. I aspire to have 2000+ people read my blog everyday. But with my depressed state and always complaining, i doubt that wud ever happen. I'd be happy if 3 people read it. Gawd thats pathetic.
Skool starts tomorrow. And that means more O levels preparation. Aaaah. Aaaah. Aaaah. I didnt sms Faris to tell him im online, cuz he'll go online and then he wun do his eleventh hour homework. Waha! Im doing you a favor, Faris. You owe me a Vespa when you have succeeded in life cuz your friend did not disturb you when you were doing your work.
Love,
Faddy hates skool!
I recommend you to read Xiaxue's blog. It rocks! basically i dun even noe her, but i found myself laughing alone in the room. Gawd. Im turning lunatic. I aspire to have 2000+ people read my blog everyday. But with my depressed state and always complaining, i doubt that wud ever happen. I'd be happy if 3 people read it. Gawd thats pathetic.
Skool starts tomorrow. And that means more O levels preparation. Aaaah. Aaaah. Aaaah. I didnt sms Faris to tell him im online, cuz he'll go online and then he wun do his eleventh hour homework. Waha! Im doing you a favor, Faris. You owe me a Vespa when you have succeeded in life cuz your friend did not disturb you when you were doing your work.
Love,
Faddy hates skool!
Peace be upon you
- To go or not to go Sub tomorrow? -
Argh. Im stressed. I really2 wanna go, but my guilty conscience towards my parents are killing me. Argh. Argh. Eh lis, kau video kan ah.. den pass aku tengok pat rumah. haha. karot. argh. but seriously. boleh tak? aku ngah desperate nih.
todays such a boring day, minus the trip to west coast park with my mates. We climbed this tall spider webby thingy and i almost lost my neck when i lost my footing. haha. Thank God im still breathing.
Den went to gramma's house and slept so much im so tired rite now. Not much to look forward to. Soccer game tonight also not that great. haiz. Skools opening. Im stressed up.
Love,
Stress man!!
- To go or not to go Sub tomorrow? -
Argh. Im stressed. I really2 wanna go, but my guilty conscience towards my parents are killing me. Argh. Argh. Eh lis, kau video kan ah.. den pass aku tengok pat rumah. haha. karot. argh. but seriously. boleh tak? aku ngah desperate nih.
todays such a boring day, minus the trip to west coast park with my mates. We climbed this tall spider webby thingy and i almost lost my neck when i lost my footing. haha. Thank God im still breathing.
Den went to gramma's house and slept so much im so tired rite now. Not much to look forward to. Soccer game tonight also not that great. haiz. Skools opening. Im stressed up.
Love,
Stress man!!
Friday, June 25, 2004
Peace be upon you
Anyone knows how to get rid of the line you see at the top of this entry?! Argh. Gosh.
Anyway, the friend i mentioned below, the one that chatted with me for 30 bloody hours in 3 days, has complained that i did not mention he's name. So here i am. His name is Faris, and he's from SJI. He's smart and not a mat. Oh and he's single. Girls? Anyone up for it? Haha. Gawd he's so gonna kill me. Whatever.
Im feeling too hot to be bothered. Did i mention that my study room's only fan exploded yesterday at 3:35am while i was chatting? Ok. i havent. Well it exploded. And im just feeling to lazy to get my bum out of this chair to get another fan. Bleurgh.
Ok the jasmine smell is here again. Damn. Maghrib time at that. Its a sign i should log off and get ready for prayers.
Love,
Superbly Emo You Wont Believe it. (SEYWBI) waha.
Anyone knows how to get rid of the line you see at the top of this entry?! Argh. Gosh.
Anyway, the friend i mentioned below, the one that chatted with me for 30 bloody hours in 3 days, has complained that i did not mention he's name. So here i am. His name is Faris, and he's from SJI. He's smart and not a mat. Oh and he's single. Girls? Anyone up for it? Haha. Gawd he's so gonna kill me. Whatever.
Im feeling too hot to be bothered. Did i mention that my study room's only fan exploded yesterday at 3:35am while i was chatting? Ok. i havent. Well it exploded. And im just feeling to lazy to get my bum out of this chair to get another fan. Bleurgh.
Ok the jasmine smell is here again. Damn. Maghrib time at that. Its a sign i should log off and get ready for prayers.
Love,
Superbly Emo You Wont Believe it. (SEYWBI) waha.
Peace be upon you
- To be or not to be a mod? Quite leceh though the 60s costume bit -
i had a minor heart attack yesterday. Felt like someone was just grippin my heart, blocking the blood from flowing in my arteries. Cuz England lost. Or maybe cuz of the massive coffee overdose. My heart still hearts. England lost. For the first time ever, i almost cried whilst watchin a soccer match. Haha. Im pathetic. Gosh my heart hurts. Stupid new brand of coffee.
Anyway, i didnt sleep at all yesterday. Cuz i slept at 6am and woke up at 11am. Kewl. Spent yesterday's nite chattin to a new fren of mine. He's super nice. yesterday alone,we talked more then 10 hrs. Wooh. kewl. woooh. kewl. haha. dont know what we talk also. I mean, we didnt even touch on interests and shite. Oh and both of us have not asked "have you eaten?" "wat u eat?" "not going out?". You know. Typical 'nothin else to talk about' kinda questions. Yeah. Kewl.
Ive not said a bad word in 4 days. Actually, if you minus the "f**k!" i shouted (alone in my living room at 5:20+ am) when Beck's penalty went too wide. Argh. My heart hurts. Yeah. I mean that **** was unintentional. And my mom heard it and woke up and gave me a scolding. Heh. So ive already paid for my sins. That **** was not counted. So im mega super humongously proud of myself. (Grins)
- Remind me not to touch Teh Susu again. Argh. Im allergic to it i guess. Never fails to spark major bowel movements. Ah! To the Looooooo~ (again) -
Love,
Simple Girl << Ive decided to drop Punkrock ferring. I mean. Heh. Simple now.
- To be or not to be a mod? Quite leceh though the 60s costume bit -
i had a minor heart attack yesterday. Felt like someone was just grippin my heart, blocking the blood from flowing in my arteries. Cuz England lost. Or maybe cuz of the massive coffee overdose. My heart still hearts. England lost. For the first time ever, i almost cried whilst watchin a soccer match. Haha. Im pathetic. Gosh my heart hurts. Stupid new brand of coffee.
Anyway, i didnt sleep at all yesterday. Cuz i slept at 6am and woke up at 11am. Kewl. Spent yesterday's nite chattin to a new fren of mine. He's super nice. yesterday alone,we talked more then 10 hrs. Wooh. kewl. woooh. kewl. haha. dont know what we talk also. I mean, we didnt even touch on interests and shite. Oh and both of us have not asked "have you eaten?" "wat u eat?" "not going out?". You know. Typical 'nothin else to talk about' kinda questions. Yeah. Kewl.
Ive not said a bad word in 4 days. Actually, if you minus the "f**k!" i shouted (alone in my living room at 5:20+ am) when Beck's penalty went too wide. Argh. My heart hurts. Yeah. I mean that **** was unintentional. And my mom heard it and woke up and gave me a scolding. Heh. So ive already paid for my sins. That **** was not counted. So im mega super humongously proud of myself. (Grins)
- Remind me not to touch Teh Susu again. Argh. Im allergic to it i guess. Never fails to spark major bowel movements. Ah! To the Looooooo~ (again) -
Love,
Simple Girl << Ive decided to drop Punkrock ferring. I mean. Heh. Simple now.
Thursday, June 24, 2004
Peace be upon you
- And for all that its worth, im sick of everyone asking the same question. For once, please think about how i feel and stop thinking for urself -
I realized today that im lucky to have my mother as my mother and not some other mothers. The same goes with my dad. I mean, yeah, they can be a pain at times (whose parents' arent at any point of time) but yeah, they do love me.
Ok ive always complained about the lack of freedom i have, but if i think it positively, it is for my own good. Knowing myself, if i had unlimited freedom, i'd probably be on a beach/at orchard road/at esplenade/under some void deck/at someone's house instead of studying right now. Haha!
Ive also always complained about the way they choose how i dress, but if i think positively, knowing myself, if i have the right to choose, i'd be dressin like some punk gerl instead of a ferring right now. Haha!
I mean, if i think about it, my parents let me choose my own choice of studies, my friends and some other stuffs. Ive always looked at their negative side, but never their positive side. SO i guess im lookin at them now. haha. Gawd im crazy today.
I love you mom. I love you Dad. Although ive never ever told this to you (never noe how to), i really do love you.
Love,
Punkrock Ferring
- And for all that its worth, im sick of everyone asking the same question. For once, please think about how i feel and stop thinking for urself -
I realized today that im lucky to have my mother as my mother and not some other mothers. The same goes with my dad. I mean, yeah, they can be a pain at times (whose parents' arent at any point of time) but yeah, they do love me.
Ok ive always complained about the lack of freedom i have, but if i think it positively, it is for my own good. Knowing myself, if i had unlimited freedom, i'd probably be on a beach/at orchard road/at esplenade/under some void deck/at someone's house instead of studying right now. Haha!
Ive also always complained about the way they choose how i dress, but if i think positively, knowing myself, if i have the right to choose, i'd be dressin like some punk gerl instead of a ferring right now. Haha!
I mean, if i think about it, my parents let me choose my own choice of studies, my friends and some other stuffs. Ive always looked at their negative side, but never their positive side. SO i guess im lookin at them now. haha. Gawd im crazy today.
I love you mom. I love you Dad. Although ive never ever told this to you (never noe how to), i really do love you.
Love,
Punkrock Ferring
Peace be upon you
Im a loner at times. Wrote this poem during my couzin's wedding (rewang), when i was just sitting all alone at a table. It is dedicated to all the times i spent alone cuz people couldnt accept me for who i am. And to all the times my mom and makcik try to push me to my cuzzins and to functions when i noe i wont noe what to do, what to say and how to react. And at last, i embarrass myself and make myself angry at people, and most of all, myself. To all the times where some ppl just look at me with this look on their face, like "aww u poor dear" and try to get me involved in some activities cuz they pity me.
Aku ingin keseorangan
Menetap di pertengahan samudera
FLora dan fauna mendakap visi
Tolong, tinggalkanku sendiri.
Aku ingin kesepian
Biarku hanyut di kepulan awan
diantara cakerawala adiwarna
Tolong, tinggalkanku sendiri.
Aku ingin ke kayangan
Tiada yang ganggu,
Tiada yang perli
Tolong, tinggalkanku sendiri.
Aku ingin persoalan terhenti
Jangan disoalkan hasrat naluri
Kerna aku memang dicipta begini
Tolong, tinggalkanku sendiri.
Aku ingin dibiarkan ketepi
Tiada perlu pura untuk tersenyum sipu
Jangan sekali mencuci mata dengan belas kasihan
Kerna aku mahu ditinggalkan sendiri.
Tolong.
Pergi.
Tolong biarkan ku sendiri.
Love,
Punkrock Ferring
Im a loner at times. Wrote this poem during my couzin's wedding (rewang), when i was just sitting all alone at a table. It is dedicated to all the times i spent alone cuz people couldnt accept me for who i am. And to all the times my mom and makcik try to push me to my cuzzins and to functions when i noe i wont noe what to do, what to say and how to react. And at last, i embarrass myself and make myself angry at people, and most of all, myself. To all the times where some ppl just look at me with this look on their face, like "aww u poor dear" and try to get me involved in some activities cuz they pity me.
Aku ingin keseorangan
Menetap di pertengahan samudera
FLora dan fauna mendakap visi
Tolong, tinggalkanku sendiri.
Aku ingin kesepian
Biarku hanyut di kepulan awan
diantara cakerawala adiwarna
Tolong, tinggalkanku sendiri.
Aku ingin ke kayangan
Tiada yang ganggu,
Tiada yang perli
Tolong, tinggalkanku sendiri.
Aku ingin persoalan terhenti
Jangan disoalkan hasrat naluri
Kerna aku memang dicipta begini
Tolong, tinggalkanku sendiri.
Aku ingin dibiarkan ketepi
Tiada perlu pura untuk tersenyum sipu
Jangan sekali mencuci mata dengan belas kasihan
Kerna aku mahu ditinggalkan sendiri.
Tolong.
Pergi.
Tolong biarkan ku sendiri.
Love,
Punkrock Ferring
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
Peace be upon you
Part 1 – stats
Name: Nur Fadhilah Bte Wahid
Birthdate: 01 08 1988
Current Location: My study room/laundry room
Hair Color: black. argh.
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac Sign: leo *roar* waha
Innie or Outtie: er..
Part 2 – describe
The shoes you wore today: My trusty red Pumas
Your hair: long and bushy.
Your eyes: black.
Your weakness: I love too much.
Your fears: exams. losing a fren. getting caught..
Your perfect pizza: hawaiii...
Part 3 - what is
Your most overused phrase on ICQ: i dun use it man
Your thoughts first waking up: Shud i go to skool?
The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: their clothes.. hair.. then hands.
Your best physical features: haha..
Your usual bedtime: 10 - 11 p.m
Your greatest accomplishment: scoring 1st in class in PSLE.
Your best memory: having a bestfren whom i love alot.
Part 4 - do you
Smoke: nuuh
Curse: yeah. uu guys noe that right?
Sing well: heh. id like to think so.
Like high school: i hate studies.
Want to get married: yeah babee.. if i haf a jodoh of course
Believe in yourself: lately.. no.
Get motion sickness: no, thankfully
Think you're attractive: not at all.
Think you're a health freak: i dont think so.
Like thunderstorms: yeps...
Part 5 - in the past month, did/have you
Drank alcohol: Sotz..
Done a drug: SOTZ...
Made Out: heh. No. wat? with myself?
Go on a date: nu'uh.
Go to the mall: duh!
Been on stage: yeah!..
Been dumped: nope.
Gone skating: nope.
Made homemade cookies: haha.
Been in love: yeah.
Stolen anything: nope.
Part 6 - have you ever?
Played a game that required removal of clothing: crazy.
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: nu'uh.
Been caught "doing something": wth is doin sumthin?
Gotten beaten up: by my brother.
Shoplifted: once. heh.
If so, did you get caught: no lah. duh.
Part 7 - the future
Age you hope to be married: 24 the best. but i guess its in God's hands.
Number of children: 2
Names of children: Boy: Zul sumthing. Girl: sumthing nur atikah
What age do you want to die: whenever im ready to face God.
What do you want to be when you grow up: a psychologist.
What country would you most like to visit: switzerland.
Part 8 – currently
Current clothes: my skul pe shirt and my batik pants.
Current mood: sad, bored.
Current taste: nothing.
Current hair: tied. always tied.
Current Smell: food from the kitchen.
Current desktop picture: my blog
Current favourite groups: tipe-x and rancid.
Current DVD in player: jimi hendrix thingy.
Current worry: a lot of things actually. bills.
Love,
Punkrock Ferring
Part 1 – stats
Name: Nur Fadhilah Bte Wahid
Birthdate: 01 08 1988
Current Location: My study room/laundry room
Hair Color: black. argh.
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac Sign: leo *roar* waha
Innie or Outtie: er..
Part 2 – describe
The shoes you wore today: My trusty red Pumas
Your hair: long and bushy.
Your eyes: black.
Your weakness: I love too much.
Your fears: exams. losing a fren. getting caught..
Your perfect pizza: hawaiii...
Part 3 - what is
Your most overused phrase on ICQ: i dun use it man
Your thoughts first waking up: Shud i go to skool?
The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: their clothes.. hair.. then hands.
Your best physical features: haha..
Your usual bedtime: 10 - 11 p.m
Your greatest accomplishment: scoring 1st in class in PSLE.
Your best memory: having a bestfren whom i love alot.
Part 4 - do you
Smoke: nuuh
Curse: yeah. uu guys noe that right?
Sing well: heh. id like to think so.
Like high school: i hate studies.
Want to get married: yeah babee.. if i haf a jodoh of course
Believe in yourself: lately.. no.
Get motion sickness: no, thankfully
Think you're attractive: not at all.
Think you're a health freak: i dont think so.
Like thunderstorms: yeps...
Part 5 - in the past month, did/have you
Drank alcohol: Sotz..
Done a drug: SOTZ...
Made Out: heh. No. wat? with myself?
Go on a date: nu'uh.
Go to the mall: duh!
Been on stage: yeah!..
Been dumped: nope.
Gone skating: nope.
Made homemade cookies: haha.
Been in love: yeah.
Stolen anything: nope.
Part 6 - have you ever?
Played a game that required removal of clothing: crazy.
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: nu'uh.
Been caught "doing something": wth is doin sumthin?
Gotten beaten up: by my brother.
Shoplifted: once. heh.
If so, did you get caught: no lah. duh.
Part 7 - the future
Age you hope to be married: 24 the best. but i guess its in God's hands.
Number of children: 2
Names of children: Boy: Zul sumthing. Girl: sumthing nur atikah
What age do you want to die: whenever im ready to face God.
What do you want to be when you grow up: a psychologist.
What country would you most like to visit: switzerland.
Part 8 – currently
Current clothes: my skul pe shirt and my batik pants.
Current mood: sad, bored.
Current taste: nothing.
Current hair: tied. always tied.
Current Smell: food from the kitchen.
Current desktop picture: my blog
Current favourite groups: tipe-x and rancid.
Current DVD in player: jimi hendrix thingy.
Current worry: a lot of things actually. bills.
Love,
Punkrock Ferring
Peace be upon you
I dun think you want to talk to me. It hurts me bad. It cuts me deep. But what can i do? I have no right to control you. All i have is my love, care and concern. But yet im still confuse. Are we? Or are we not? Tell me now. Make it clear. At least i'll rest in peace.
- To you. If the shoe fits, wear it.
Aniway, im so glad Sya tagged me. Haha! GOD! Alhamdulillah. My prayers are answered. *Hawwww* (The sound effect when u see the light. Haha!) Anyway, im mega bored. Therefore i copied a survey thingy from Sya's blog. So, go on, read it.
1. Do u share ur room with anybody else? If so,
who?
- Nu'uh. Its all for me. Me. ME. Wahahhaha!
2. What is d condition of ur rm ryte now?
- umm. Lets just say, not fit for a lady.
3. What is d colour of ur rm wall?
- Light blue, and dark blue.
4. Who painted it?
- My two couzins from Malaysia.
5. Is ur wall decorated? (eg. wif posters, etc.)
- Ok go! Theres a wall full of posters frm kerrang and AP. A black spray painted corner with buttons on it and a poster of my dream blue vespa. Oh and a wall full of blutackd cds. haha!
6. Would u say ur room is small, big, or what?
- Medium. I nid more space.
7. List 3 of ur most favourite possessions in ur
rm:
- My radio, my Cds annnnd my table beside the window. Cuz thats where i sit to look out the window and start emo-ing.
8. What is d size of ur bed?
- erm. Single.
9. How many pillows and bloster are on it?
- Erm. 2 big pillows, 1 bubbles cushion, my Marshmellow teddy and 1 bantal busuk.
10. What is on ur bed ryte now?
- Too much stuff man. I cant see aniting.
11. What's under your bed?
- Dust. Oh and the boogy man.
12. Do u have ur own personal bathroom in ur rm?
- Aww no. DamN.
13. Do u hide sumtin illegal in ur rm?
- Heh.
14. How many windows does ur room have?
- erm. It covers one whole wall. but its like connected. So.. 1?
15. Whats on your ceiling?
- Duh my lightbulb.
16. Do u study in ur rm?
- Oni during eleventh hours. Libraries aint open in the middle of the night ey?
17. What do u like most about ur rm?
- The fact that i used my own money, my own designs, my own creativity to create it. ITS MINE.
18. What do u dislike most abt ur rm?
- The fact that i hav not enuff money to change my BED. its still wood. I want metal.
19. What is on ur door?
- A Linkin Park poster and a sign that i took from the elevator from skool which says "repairing in progress. PLease use the stairs". Oh and a "bismillah" sticker.
20. Do u clean ur rm regularly?
- Um. whenever it needs one.
[End]
Yeeha. Im still bored. anione got ani surveys? Aniway, the korean who got beheaded thingy appeared in the news. I feel sorry. I feel angry. I mean, the bloody terrorists wants to end war, but by spilling more innocent blood, isnt that just adding oil to the fire?
Love,
Punkrock Ferring
I dun think you want to talk to me. It hurts me bad. It cuts me deep. But what can i do? I have no right to control you. All i have is my love, care and concern. But yet im still confuse. Are we? Or are we not? Tell me now. Make it clear. At least i'll rest in peace.
- To you. If the shoe fits, wear it.
Aniway, im so glad Sya tagged me. Haha! GOD! Alhamdulillah. My prayers are answered. *Hawwww* (The sound effect when u see the light. Haha!) Anyway, im mega bored. Therefore i copied a survey thingy from Sya's blog. So, go on, read it.
1. Do u share ur room with anybody else? If so,
who?
- Nu'uh. Its all for me. Me. ME. Wahahhaha!
2. What is d condition of ur rm ryte now?
- umm. Lets just say, not fit for a lady.
3. What is d colour of ur rm wall?
- Light blue, and dark blue.
4. Who painted it?
- My two couzins from Malaysia.
5. Is ur wall decorated? (eg. wif posters, etc.)
- Ok go! Theres a wall full of posters frm kerrang and AP. A black spray painted corner with buttons on it and a poster of my dream blue vespa. Oh and a wall full of blutackd cds. haha!
6. Would u say ur room is small, big, or what?
- Medium. I nid more space.
7. List 3 of ur most favourite possessions in ur
rm:
- My radio, my Cds annnnd my table beside the window. Cuz thats where i sit to look out the window and start emo-ing.
8. What is d size of ur bed?
- erm. Single.
9. How many pillows and bloster are on it?
- Erm. 2 big pillows, 1 bubbles cushion, my Marshmellow teddy and 1 bantal busuk.
10. What is on ur bed ryte now?
- Too much stuff man. I cant see aniting.
11. What's under your bed?
- Dust. Oh and the boogy man.
12. Do u have ur own personal bathroom in ur rm?
- Aww no. DamN.
13. Do u hide sumtin illegal in ur rm?
- Heh.
14. How many windows does ur room have?
- erm. It covers one whole wall. but its like connected. So.. 1?
15. Whats on your ceiling?
- Duh my lightbulb.
16. Do u study in ur rm?
- Oni during eleventh hours. Libraries aint open in the middle of the night ey?
17. What do u like most about ur rm?
- The fact that i used my own money, my own designs, my own creativity to create it. ITS MINE.
18. What do u dislike most abt ur rm?
- The fact that i hav not enuff money to change my BED. its still wood. I want metal.
19. What is on ur door?
- A Linkin Park poster and a sign that i took from the elevator from skool which says "repairing in progress. PLease use the stairs". Oh and a "bismillah" sticker.
20. Do u clean ur rm regularly?
- Um. whenever it needs one.
[End]
Yeeha. Im still bored. anione got ani surveys? Aniway, the korean who got beheaded thingy appeared in the news. I feel sorry. I feel angry. I mean, the bloody terrorists wants to end war, but by spilling more innocent blood, isnt that just adding oil to the fire?
Love,
Punkrock Ferring
Peace be upon you
Im feeling rather f*d up right now. Mostly because i tried to upload songs on my blog for 2 hours and not ONE managed to be uploaded. Argh. I just feel like exploding.
Anyway, besides that, i guess everything is allright. Went for a chemistry practical tis morning and splashed this unidentified purple acid (labelled Q; i didnt manage to find out what it is) all over my P.E. shirt, on the floor, on the table and on my chair, because apparently i forgot to clip the bottom of the burette. God. How dumb can one get. It was quite funny though. Oh and Claire (my gd fren) gave me this postcard, on which she had wrote a part of the Vitamin C's Graduation song and dedicated it to me. Aww so sweet right? I mean its been so long since a friend gave me that kind of thing out of the blue. Heh. I just grinned from ear to ear when i got that.
So after the Chem prac, 4 of us headed down to Jurong East's McD (We had coupons) and ate breakfast there. Later on, i sent Claire to Orchard. All the way we discussed about religion. Hers, Christianity, and mine, Islam. But when the topic touched on terrorism, i didnt really noe wat to say. I mean it is Jihad right? or is it not? So when she asked me why these terrorists are not killing Muslims when their goal is just to free Iraq from U.s. (sumthin liddat). I just said.. " erm.. Dono lah! eh dat gerl very kuku ah!haha!". Im embarrased man. I couldnt give her a decent explanation. Can someone please touch this topic in their blog or send their opinions via mail to me? I need to clarify this matter to her.
Hey, ive got another question to ask. Should you be feeling kinda sad if your best friend doesnt share her life with you?
Love,
PunkRock Ferring...
Im feeling rather f*d up right now. Mostly because i tried to upload songs on my blog for 2 hours and not ONE managed to be uploaded. Argh. I just feel like exploding.
Anyway, besides that, i guess everything is allright. Went for a chemistry practical tis morning and splashed this unidentified purple acid (labelled Q; i didnt manage to find out what it is) all over my P.E. shirt, on the floor, on the table and on my chair, because apparently i forgot to clip the bottom of the burette. God. How dumb can one get. It was quite funny though. Oh and Claire (my gd fren) gave me this postcard, on which she had wrote a part of the Vitamin C's Graduation song and dedicated it to me. Aww so sweet right? I mean its been so long since a friend gave me that kind of thing out of the blue. Heh. I just grinned from ear to ear when i got that.
So after the Chem prac, 4 of us headed down to Jurong East's McD (We had coupons) and ate breakfast there. Later on, i sent Claire to Orchard. All the way we discussed about religion. Hers, Christianity, and mine, Islam. But when the topic touched on terrorism, i didnt really noe wat to say. I mean it is Jihad right? or is it not? So when she asked me why these terrorists are not killing Muslims when their goal is just to free Iraq from U.s. (sumthin liddat). I just said.. " erm.. Dono lah! eh dat gerl very kuku ah!haha!". Im embarrased man. I couldnt give her a decent explanation. Can someone please touch this topic in their blog or send their opinions via mail to me? I need to clarify this matter to her.
Hey, ive got another question to ask. Should you be feeling kinda sad if your best friend doesnt share her life with you?
Love,
PunkRock Ferring...
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
Peace be upon you...
Im starting on a clean slate. Im censoring my words. Friends, relatives, chatters, bloghoppers and the works; You happy now?
I have a question to ask. What's so wrong about a ferring listening to punk rock music? Its just music, just opinions. I dun follow their lifestyles. Im a straight-edge. I dun smoke, dun drink, dun do premarital sex and i dun even do gigs! Is it just so wrong for me to pump punkrock music in my ears? Gawd. I dun understand you guys who think that ferrings have to listen to soft classical music and have to act like a saint 24-7. Im human. I have human feelings. Haiz. Forget it. If you're trying to convert me out of punkrock, forget it. Your words will enter in one ear, and out the next. Period.
Anyway, im back from Malacca. I spent RM 180 on a Rancid Cd, a Tipe-X (indon ska band) Cd, a studded belt and band (for those who are screwin their faces, im not gonna wear it with my ferrin attire ok?), a few buttons, playing pool, a black Hp cover and some groceries. I guess overall, the best part of the holiday was just chilling at the balcony facing the sea with my best cousin Anz and talking. Or staring at her when she was asleep, cuz i just luv her so much (in a cuzinly way of course). And shopping. God, shopping rocks.
Got here a lyric from one of Tipe-X's song which reflects sumthin (Its in Bahasa Indonesia. Apologies to those who dont understand):
Title: Sst...
Created by: Yoss & Tresno
Biarpun begitu banyak orang yang mengusik
Nggak perlu takut, nggak perlu gentar
Walaupun banyak orang yang cuba menerka
Biarkan saja Jangan fikirkan
Lakukan semua yang bisa kita lakukan
Tunjukkan saja, semampu kita
Memang terkadang berat rintangan yang menerpa
Jangan pengecut, kita hadapi
Chorus:
Ceritakan padanya tentang tegarnya kita
Walau batu karang menghadang jalan
Bersama kita terjang
[End]
Love,
Punkrock Ferring.
Im starting on a clean slate. Im censoring my words. Friends, relatives, chatters, bloghoppers and the works; You happy now?
I have a question to ask. What's so wrong about a ferring listening to punk rock music? Its just music, just opinions. I dun follow their lifestyles. Im a straight-edge. I dun smoke, dun drink, dun do premarital sex and i dun even do gigs! Is it just so wrong for me to pump punkrock music in my ears? Gawd. I dun understand you guys who think that ferrings have to listen to soft classical music and have to act like a saint 24-7. Im human. I have human feelings. Haiz. Forget it. If you're trying to convert me out of punkrock, forget it. Your words will enter in one ear, and out the next. Period.
Anyway, im back from Malacca. I spent RM 180 on a Rancid Cd, a Tipe-X (indon ska band) Cd, a studded belt and band (for those who are screwin their faces, im not gonna wear it with my ferrin attire ok?), a few buttons, playing pool, a black Hp cover and some groceries. I guess overall, the best part of the holiday was just chilling at the balcony facing the sea with my best cousin Anz and talking. Or staring at her when she was asleep, cuz i just luv her so much (in a cuzinly way of course). And shopping. God, shopping rocks.
Got here a lyric from one of Tipe-X's song which reflects sumthin (Its in Bahasa Indonesia. Apologies to those who dont understand):
Title: Sst...
Created by: Yoss & Tresno
Biarpun begitu banyak orang yang mengusik
Nggak perlu takut, nggak perlu gentar
Walaupun banyak orang yang cuba menerka
Biarkan saja Jangan fikirkan
Lakukan semua yang bisa kita lakukan
Tunjukkan saja, semampu kita
Memang terkadang berat rintangan yang menerpa
Jangan pengecut, kita hadapi
Chorus:
Ceritakan padanya tentang tegarnya kita
Walau batu karang menghadang jalan
Bersama kita terjang
[End]
Love,
Punkrock Ferring.
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