Friday, April 15, 2005

Whilst running to scare pe'ah from the back, i tripped and fell flat on the grass/track, and cut/bruise myself. I deserved that huh. They were all laughing at me instead of helping me. boohoo. what friends i have.

And somehow he's unreachable since just now.

Sigh.

Thursday, April 14, 2005

I am full of hope.

But till then, i shall wait and see.

If all goes well, i shall elaborate.

If not... Then i shall implode.

*kappffftt*

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

A quick entry before i dive into my 500 word history essay regarding Industrialization in Europe which brought about colonization. *pfft*

Yesterday i decided to go for the hockey training, and i have mostly positive reviews about it. The sun was shining, the running only consists of 1 round around the track, the playing was great. The only bad side was the fact that i was quite bad on my first contact with the stick, and was not chosen to practice with the J2s, unlike the rest of my malay mates. boohoo. =( im so pathetic.

Oh oh. and i think that i must have held the stick wrongly, or had a wrong posture, cuz now im having a massive backache on the left side of my spine which stops me from sitting down for too long a period. baah! How to play hockey you tell me?

Today i had yoga for the first time in my life. Took a couple of pictures of my friends and i in retarded positions, but decided not to paste them up in case they turn against me. haha! It was funny lah. Really funny. You guys should sign up for yoga. All together now. "Lie down with your hands by your side, palms facing the air, legs not touching (but not too far apart) and close your eyes. Feel the energy flooooow~"

Kahkahkah. i laughed till i cried. Oh and before i go, Claire Chan if you're reading this, i apologise. i know ive been a bad friend, but i still love you, and i hope you understand that you live so blardy far away, and i am usually broke so its hard for me to go out with you. I am very very sorry. And i do miss you, even if you dont miss me anymore =)

The industrialization in europe marked the...

Monday, April 11, 2005

I attended my GP module for the first time today - "Prejudice and Discrimination". When we were asked to form our own groups, automatically, as if a blind force was pushing us, the chinese grouped with fellow chinese and the minority groups (malays + indians) grouped together.

The teacher frowned, then smiled. He asked us

"Will someone please tell me, why in a module where you are supposed to put aside discrimination and prejudice, the majority and the minority groups are divided?"


Wanting to get it off my chest for so long, i whined

"Cher. I gave up. Since sec 1, ive been trying to mix with the chinese, but most, i say most, not all, are not willing to mix with me. They tend to forget the presence of the minority group, and start speaking in mandarin. Even after countless reminders, they still do it. Im too tired to even try again. The same thing happened to me this morning. I had to remind my groupmates to speak in English for around 3 times in a 10mins conversation, but alas, the conversation still started and ended in Mandarin. It pisses me off."


The chinese teacher held a surprised look on his face, turned grim, and said

"I agree with you."

* * * * * * * * * * * * * *


Whilst on the bus with Shafiah to return home, we sat in the middle portion of the bus. At the back, a group of anak abu Malay lower sec students from Jurong Secondary sat and were making a helluva noise. The way they spoke, it was as if the bus was 100m long and they wanted to communicate with the driver.

Now that wasnt the main point. No, that wasnt. Halfway through their loud mindless banter revolving mat and minah issues (which, if i might add, contained alot of Sial and words to that effect), they noticed Shafiah and I, the JC students sitting upfront. Then one guy raised his voice and said shouted (in Mat malay language, of course)

"Ah JC students sey! You think you JC you so big ah sial?"


That, and of course with a series of expletives and phrases which i can't understand. STEREOTYPES! Bloody nuggets. I still dont understand to this day why students from poly and ite hate (discriminate) students from JC. Yah, so we entered JC. its just another school what! Another institution! I dont go around with my nose high up in the air and making fun of all of you! I have friends from poly AND ite. So what right do you have to say that i think im big?

Bloody stereotypers. Thinking of them make my blood boil. C'mon lah! If you want to criticise me please at least have some evidence. BAH! *grrrrr*

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Desperate housewives up at 10pm. Yay i so cant wait.

Goodnight.

Sunday, April 10, 2005

Mushy entry. Dont enter.


And the whole day i was left smiling to myself. As we were sat down on our respective chairs, facing each other, he took out the Livestrong band on his wrist, asked me for my hand, and slipped it on mine. He then leaned close and whispered "I love you, Faddy". And the best part? His smell is so distinct on the band! now i smell him everywhere i go. hehehe.

Then when we were supposed to part, i went off first since he was still occupied with some hp stuff at his friend's shop. 2 mins later, i received a call, and there he was running after me, wanting to accompany me to wait for the bus.

Gaaaah. At times like these i cant help falling in love all over again. hahaha.


Faddy <3s you loads.
Sunday morning.

Hang wet laudry? Check.
Swept the floor? Check.
Washed the dishes? Check.
Cleaned your room? Check.
Packed up your homework? Check.
Get ready for studydate? Check.

Now all i need is his sms to tell me that he's on his way. Hurry up, Dear! I can't wait to dive into the wonderful world of economics/history/ao maths! Baaaaaaah. I hate having homework.

An excerpt from a new friendster testimonial from a classmate of mine during the first 3 months:

.. hahas.. she so cute and minah. she actually made me feel a bit intimidated at 1st wheneva she does dat u die thingy..


Me? Minah? hahaa. Gosh i was laughing when i read that. I think most chinese's definition of Minah would be a non-nerdish malay grrl. bah! But i do agree with the fact that i intimidate people. First impressions people have of me (BEFORE i open my mouth and blabber nonsense, that is)

"KEREK SAK MUKA!"


Which means i have an arrogant face. nanaa. but the moment i open my mouth, everyone (well, most) people like me. wahaha. Basically, the impression that most people will have on me is that im a crazy, nice and funny person. Which is good, but rather boring. I want someone to have a different opinion about me, not the same old same old. Im rambling. Faris, where art thou?

Saturday, April 09, 2005

*EDITED* at 4:42pm.


Envisioning the cool crisp air and the awesome sunrise outside, i dragged myself out of bed at 6am, got ready, and went to meet the other half for a morning jog.



The weather was perfecto, excluding the sudden but short drizzle in the middle of the run. My staminapower has decreased to 50% of what it was last year, which equates to 25% of what it was in my netball days. I am very VERY sad. It was like.. i totally zonked out after running 500m. hahaha! But i dragged myself on, and managed to complete 1.5km. Not bad lah tu. Tommorow morning i'll set the target to 2km. Insyallah. Talking about physical fitness, i have signed up for 2 CCAs for the 2 years i'll be in JJC.



The first - HOCKEY. haha. Actually i quite dread the training and the running, ESPECIALLY the running, but i guess i'd look cool carrying a hockey stick around. *sssh did i just say that aloud? hahaha* and the fact that i'd like to try something new, and my brother can help me along too since he's in his school's hockey team.



My second - Malay Cultural Society. haha. Not surprising ey? Last i heard my school's MCS is currently rather defunct, sadly, but they're working hard trying to revive it once again, due to the increasing number of malay students in the school. yayness. And if tasha becomes the president, im sure we'll have some plays to stage soon. yayness.



The other half currently owns an XDA II mini. I, Nur Fadhilah, am very jealous, and was seriously considering running away with it, if not for the fact that he runs faster then me, and has more stamina. (and even i were to get in a cab and escape, he knows where i live. BAH) The phone/pda has everythiiiiiiiiiing. Damnit.

I effing HATE my internet connection. Something is seriously going haywire with my house's phone/internet connections. I get practically ZERO network in my room and the living room, and the internet is WORSE then 56kb. Waiting for this page to load alone took 10mins. I've GOT to complain about it to starhub soon. BAH. and singtel also.



So anyway, its still cool outside. The kinda weather you just feel like hiding between the blankets, with nothing but a light on, a good book to read and soft jazzy music (cue Micheal Buble, Jason Mraz and John Mayer) in the background. Ah. The Emo days. kahkahkah. Since ive got two English novels and 1 Malay novel which ive not yet touched, i think i'm staying home to read the whole day today.

*chuckles* Or i just might be sleeping.

EDIT BEGINS.


And so here i am, roughly 6 hours after the above entry. Ive accomplished nothing except a good sleep, 2 hours of random bloghopping, and a currently emofied mind. From Podah's blog i managed to bloghop to a few interesting blogs, like this one or this one.

Its been 10 months since the other half and i have got together. We've had Nah that shall be reserved for another day. I'm hungry. I think i shall cook myself some maggi, or some fried rice.

Friday, April 08, 2005

My internet has been crawling. Hopefully not to a stop.

Whilst eating lunch this afternoon, i amazed myself at the scenario i was stuck in the middle in.

To my left was a group of makciks-makciks and two teenage girls, presumably their offsprings. An obvious case of Mak borek anak rintik. The whole gang clad in tight black blouses and skirts, cigarettes clutched between fingers, blonde (dyed duh) hair tossed every few seconds. By Makcik i meant around 30 to 40 years of age.

To my right was a group of pakciks-pakciks. The typical dangdut kind. Clad in mat-rocker gear, long hair, cigarette pose and bottles of Heineken and Carlsberg on the table.

And so i ate in peace, once a while stealing glances at both sides and trying to eavesdrop on their conversation, the kpo girl that i am.

Then one of the pakcik got up, went to the ladies table, and said a corny pick-up line. I almost died laughing. The other half was shaking his head and guffawing.

Old habits die hard.

Bah. Stupid unorganised entry. Im chatting with Farez now, on some play he's writing. This aught to be fun.

Thursday, April 07, 2005

I was about to go to school this morning, when i had this intense desire to poop in my skirt (i was at boon lay int), so i broke out in cold sweat. Glanced left right center, and decided that i'll poop at the As-Syakirin mosque. By the time i finished my business, i realised that i was too late for school, and would be served detention, thus i decided to not head to school, but instead to meet up with the other half, who didnt go to school as he had some SJI thing going on. (woah long sentence)

We got to WcP, where we had a morning walk to freshen ourselves and catch up spending real time with each other. Dodged flying insects, played Pepsi-Cola-1-2-3, wriggled our legs free of biting red ants, laughing till our sides cracked and talking till we got so thirsty. Ah. I miss the pre-JC days. Bluek.

We then sat at the McCafe to have our breakfast, then proceeded to read Newsweek together. He was explaining to me why the Pope's death touched alot of hearts, even non-Catholics. Ah so now i know. I think im too ignorant about the world. Seperti katak dibawah tempurung. Haha. After reading and discussing the day's plans, we studied Economics (say BLUEK) together where for once, i helped him out. kekekeke!

We had to proceed to Jurong East at 1130 as he had a phone deal. Sold his s700i for 630 bucks, and now he as a 6260 plus A LOT of money left *snigger*. Joking lah. Im not that mean ok. I dont really touch his handphone deals money. Its his life bebeh! No phone deals = No happy Faris. As simple an equation as that.

From Jurong East we then headed to Empress to watch Samara. At first i didnt really want to watch, cuz i was afraid it would be scary like The Ring, or shitty like The Eye 10. However, since he was paying, i just gave in to his persuasions (he said it was a good movie). In the end, i was wide eyed and loving the show, whilst he.. well, he was sleeping like a baby. awwww.

From there we proceeded to town area, and after walking2 he offered to get me the Turkish ice-cream (at FarEast). So cute lah the guy making the ice cream. He did this twirly-wirly-you-cant-catch-me thing with the ice cream and made the ice cream fly all over the air (whilst making me look like a fool trying to catch the ice cream). hahha! Worth the 2 bucks i guess. We then ate our evening lunch at Lido, then took the train ride back to lakeside, the journey spent snoring and snoring and snoring.

At Lakeside we hung out at his friend's hp shop for a while, had dinner together, then parted ways quite early, as both of us were too shagged and have to complete our tutorials at home. =) A great day well spent. *chuckles* And im soooo sleepy now.

Have i mentioned he looks hotter and hotter everyday? waaaaaaaaaaaaaahahhaa. Ok faris please do not implode/explode when you're reading this.


Chomp Chomp Hyaargh Sluurrrp.

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Less frequent and shorter entries ey? haha. i apologise. Been kinda busy with school, ever since school has "officially" started. The past two days has been a daze, myself adjusting to a new group of friends as well as the fact that the lecturer started on the 4th gear even though it was only the first lecture. bah! haha.

My Class Mentor's like a teddy bear. He's round, hairy, smiles a huuuge smile with thick lips and has stubs for fingers. So cute! I cant help feeling happy in his lessons (econs, civics as well as IPW) even though he blacklisted me as i had skipped most of his econs lectures/tutorials in the first three months. haha!

My class seems to consist of a rather proportionate ratio of Chinese:Malays:Indians. Am very happy to see that the chinese seem to be english-speaking chinese. Lets hope it stays that way. haha!

So many hahas. Im in a rather good mood. Have finished up whatever tutorials/assignments needed for tomorrow and am very very glad. *chuckles* And the fact that me and the other half has cleared whatever murky water there was between us.

Whilst walking home just now, listening to GSC's Shake Yer Body, i actually bounced and sang loudly from the bustop all the way, not a care in the world about what the 5 people behind me would think. And i skanked in the lift. ahahaha. OK ive gone mad.

I am in such a good mood that i shoved aside my ego and am now chatting with ATIKAH on MSN! hahahahhahahha. ok i miss her. again. damn these opening dams.

Oh ya! the other half has bought an XDA II, the PDA phone and am gonna sell it for a 100 dollars profit. He's then going to change back to the s700i, and since he will still have 50 bucks left, i shall make him spend it on me! hwaha. ok jokes.

Aint funny? im losing my touch. bah!

Monday, April 04, 2005

Words and confessions in itself are sometimes not enough. Actions speak louder then them.


Thanks a million Nassy for hearing me out. It is great to have someone whom you know you can turn to with your personal problems, and you know, that that person will actually listen and advise, instead of saying "Aiyaaah. So many problems. Just break up lah!", like many people do. So thanks alot Nassy. Faddy <3s you lots.

Sunday, April 03, 2005

"What do you want in life, Fadhilah?"


That was the question imposed on me by an online friend of mine yesterday night. I sat there stoning in front of the computer, my 56kb/s brain conjuring all sorts of goals and dreams in which they were all mashed up together like scrambled eggs.

And then i realised, i have no plans in life! Oh geesh. Thats horrible isnt it? My motto for now is to live one day at a time, which is bad, cuz i suddenly remembered what my teachers always tell me

"Failing to plan = planning to fail!"


Whilst bathing (and singing squawking to My Boy Lollipop) in the shower at 6:45am this morning, it suddenly struck me that i am seventeen years old. SEVENTEEN.(ok lah 16 since its not yet my birthday, but well.. you get the idea) That's so.. old. Next year i'll be 18 and in 3 short years, i'll be touching the big 20!!

Aiyoyoyoyo. I MUST plan. But where do i begin? Ah ok. I shall start sketching a rough outlook on the goals (education-wise) i want to achieve.

Goals to achieve.


For my JC2 Promos this year: Get (at least) Bs in MalayA, MathsAO and GP, and (at least) Cs in Econs and Hist.

For my A Levels next year: Get (at least) As in MalayA, MathsAO and GP, and (at least) Bs in Econs and Hist.

Option A
For university education: Get a degree in Malay Studies, Psychology or Social Work.

Option B
For MOE teaching course: Learn to teach the Malay Language. Will proceed to get a degree, and teach at a Higher Level Institution, meaning Junior Colleges or Unis (cheh! haha).

Ok so i have my education goals listed out. Now i need a plan on the how-to(s).

Means of achieving them goals:


Consistent revision.
Nyeah nyeah. I know that sounds cliched, but yeah. For the past 17 years in my life, i somehow manage to scrape through with not-so-bad results with non-consistent revision.

For example, for my PSLE, i only studied 2 weeks before the papers, and somehow managed to get an aggregate score of 256. Then, for my OLevels, i really put in an effort to study only after getting an incorrigible prelims L1R5 of 20points. So after studying for 3 months, i managed to pull my score down to 10points (WITH 4 bonus points).

The results are still good, but if i compare the 256 score to the 10pts, it shows that i have not achieved my projected L1R5. Therefore, if i dont start doing my consistent revision, my A Level results WILL be worse then my OLevel results.

Therefore, the other half has suggested that we study together, since he knows i will slack if i have no motivation. I have discussed with my mother and him, and its now confirmed that every Sunday i will be studying with him from 11am all the way to around 5pm (starting from today). So all you pipsqueaks please do NOT tempt me to go out on Sundays orkay? hahah.

Hand up tutorials and assignments.
Another cliched phrase, but i guess its true. Even if i have already understood the lectures, if I dont hand in whatever assignment bestowed upon me, it just reflects negatively on my attitude. In the teacher's mind, she'd be saying;

"Stupid kid. Never hand in my work. Waste the paper and ink only. Stupid kid. I bet she doesnt understand all my lectures, sitting down there talking and lauging with her friends. Stupid (malay) kid. Doesnt deserve free education. BAH!


Which of course, is rather undesirable as we all know that we need

The teacher's blessings.
Laugh all you want, but i believe that if a teacher likes you (not in a teacher's pet kinda way nor the Siva (inside joke) kind of way), it will be easier for you to study.

For example, student A is naughty and doesnt hand in work on time ALWAYS. She doesnt know how to solve a question. She hops along to the teacher. The teacher senses the approaching doom, and an immense heartpain is felt in her heart (doh!). As the student asks for an explanation, the teacher puts on her "professional" face, but she explains the explanation with much grudgery thus making the explanation a less satisfactory one.

Student B, however is nice, does her work, and always greets the teacher. So went she in turn, hops along to ask for an explanation, the teacher gladly smiles at her and explains the answer in full detail, as the teacher likes working with her.

What the teacher gives is what you will receive. A person tends to give more to a person he/she likes. Therefore, you will need a teacher's blessing in order to succeed.

Time management.
Padappapapada! I guess we all see this phrase in all "HOW TO SUCCEED IN LIFE" books. Basically, we can all play hard, but at the same time, study hard too. We will need time for our friends (aka social circle) but at the same time, we need to give time for ourselves too. Balance is the keyword here.

As for me, my days all end around 6pm. If i have no tutorials/assignments to complete, i will meet the other half after school at least twice on a weekday (IF he agrees to that, that is).

Saturdays will be spent outside, either with friends, family, or him.

Sundays will be the full-on revision days, like i have mentioned earlier.

As for myself, i will set aside an hour a day (after i finish all my work) on the computer, blogging and bloghopping.

Parents' blessings.
If im respectful towards my parents, and create a better bond with them, they'll tend to like me more (their love is already unlimited.waaahaha). Being liked has its good points. For example, more pocket money, more freedom to study outside with friends, and most importantly, more DOA from them. They say

Doa' ibu itulah yang selalu dimakbulkan.


Which means, a mother's prayers are the ones which matters most. So yeah, i guess thats self-explanatory.

God's blessings.
For people who believe in God and Qada' and Qadar (destiny), having God's blessing is the ultimate safe way (but not guaranteed) to succeed in life. Praying 5 times (insyaAllah) a day will lead to constant DOA for myself. Another self-explanatory topic. (Actually im getting lazier to type. heeehee)

Well, thats it.


Hmmm. I guess thats all that i can think of now. If my mind conjoures somthing up later, i shall blog about it. Now to regular daily events post:

Yesterday, i was supposed to go out with Claire and Ashrithaa, but it was cancelled, due to the fact that my mom didnt agree to it, and Ashrithaa had a family meeting going on. So i moped around the house, grudgingly completing housework like sweeping/vacumming/mopping the floor of the whole house, cleaning the toilet, washing the dishes (GOD i sound like maid). At the end of it all, i tried my luck again, complete with dishevelled hair, doe-eyes, innocent facial expression tinted with desperation

"Mommy can i please pleASE PLEASE go out? The past week ive not been going out much what..."


She looked at me and grunted a yes, much to my joy. I was given the time frame of after Asar to before Isyak, but upon realising i had my period, i could come back before 9. Yayness! Wanted to call Claire and Ash, but realised Ash cant go out. So, i called the other half.

We went to Bugis to do his phone deal, and then proceeded to Sungei Road. Funny lah dat place! The things they sell there. NONSENSE! From brown dirty shoes to off-white lingerie, to frayed wires, to latest handphone models! hahaha. Ok ok it was my first time there, so pardon my hype. I was practically laughing all the way whilst walking.

And then we visited this ahpek sitting at the longkang, and he had a showcase of handphones in front of him. By Ah Pek, i mean AhPek, complete with white singlets, bermuda shorts, no slippers, huge specs on his nose rim, dishevelled hair. By handphones, i dont mean the kukufied big black handphone of the olden days, but the latest models, Nokia 6630, O2 mini etc. So im like, yeah, maybe this kuku bird just sell, but doesnt know anything about the phones.

Am i wrong or am i WRONG!


hahaha. This Ang Moh wanted to buy the O2 mini, and the Ah Pek started sprouting technological stuff about the handphone that even the other half doesnt know! Phwoar! haha. He said stuff like (of course in a more ahpekish fashion)

"I sell you at 300. With the 256mb card. Without the 256mb card its 280 but it can still work, cuz there's internal memory. The battery now flat, so i must go home and charge for you first. Yes, i know i gave you the firewire cable, but in order for you to charge using firewire, you will need at least a little power left in the battery. Warranty card? O2 where got give warranty card. Its all online. You go online and check. Still got warranty. bla bla bla bla."


hahahhaha. Looks sure can be deceiving ey?

Saturday, April 02, 2005

Ive been tuning in to Gerhana Ska Cinta alot nowadays since i bought the Cd for Nas only to find out she's already got it. nyeah. so anyway, looove their tunes alot. Finally figured out how to upload and use a song from a server (other then ripway.com). Thanks to Irfan and Arnitresna, whose blogs i have referred to.

The next song is dedicated to My Boy Lollipop.

Gerhana Ska Cinta - My Boy Lollipop.

My Boy Lollipop, You made my heart go giddy up.
You are as sweet as candy, you'er my sugar dandy.

Ha, Ho my boy Lollipop,
Never ever leave me, Because it will grieve me
My heart told me so,

I love ya, I love ya, I love ya so,
But I don't want you to know,
I need ya, I need ya, I need ya so,
And I'll never let ya go,

My boy Lollipop, You made my heart go giddy up.
You set the world on fire, You are my one desire,
My boy Lollipop,

I love ya, I love ya, I love ya so,
But I don't want ya to know,
I need ya, I need ya, I need ya so,
And I'll never let ya go,

My boy Lollipop, You made my heart go giddy up.
You set the world on fire, You are my one desire,
My Lollipop, My Lollpop, My boy Lollipop...

Nanan. Claire told me my latest entries are becoming a bore. im sooo sorry. While im typing im usually multi-tasking, be it reading other blogs or eating or whilst watching TV. I apologise. but for now,


Will someone get me that black 7600 casing?

Reply to tags.


Ain: Ceh rindu entries aku seh.. hehe.. *blush blush* haha. go KL lah. june hols approacing. so syiok man. but u shud stay there for a week den nice.

Aziz: hahah. you hate all races equally and thus you're not racist? errr. i guess theres some logic to that? heheh. and PFFT to the total defeat. how daaare u. btw my fren oso said that the berat thing while sleeping was actually syaitan kacauing me. mom said that to. argh! so scary.

Ash Baby: hahhaha. you REALLY want me to say who is A and B? you LAMER you. and i miss you too. bleargh. i blog oso claire say very boring lah my entries.

Claire Pig: ahha. i miss you too claire. so sorry today's outing had to be cancelled.

Dee: Heya! Of course i remember you. Nice blog you have there.

Ditri (kak): You live in Serawak? Ive always thought you lived in KL. hhahaha! *ketok kpale* oh and ive relinked you. hehe. YES i want the sticker. den can tampal2 at singapore. yay!

Duan: ahhaha. yah its my other half's bday. if its my bday i would have listed out a long list of what you can buy for me. hehe.

Fana: haha. so sorry you had to cancel your sentosa outing. oh well~ and thanks for confirming wat my mom said about the syaitan thing.

Hakim: haha. okok aku link kau balik kkk. and i can see that you're back. eh i miss u lah bro.

Hamizah: haha! i miss u and the primary school babes man! wats ur blog addie ah?

Hazz: yeap i saw your new layout. so depressing sia! haha. tuka lah beb!

Ifran: Hooowdy cowboy. yeeehaaa! *trots off on a horse*

Kinky: haha. yeah everyday pool. pool is the LIFE man. but since school started dah lama tak main pool. pfft. and thanks for your advise on the doa thing. =)

Mally: Yah wadabubba happened to diaryland huh? anyway ive decided not to link u there already. I linked your LJ. and its under my LJ mates. but only i can see ah. and yes, i do miss you. and ur big butt. and yes i had a war with nyamoks. those buggers. (banyak nye tag kau) and sorry for not bidding you goodbye. hjehe. i didnt bid anyone goodbye lah. sorry. and yes, im back. but i have no pwessies for you. im sooo sorry. i had limited cash lah. sorry eh.

Nassy: My mom is NOT cute. and your hair is nice. faddy is jealous. oh and yes the article is very interesting rite? rancid oso very interesting, i LOVE rancid. nanana. oh and i miss you to. boohoo. btw, nice wat helena's video. you know sometimes i cry listening to dat song just because the vocalist sounds sad? ehehehhe.

Nurul: Dey! You found my blog. hahah. anyway, ive relinked you! oh your crushing thing was even more scarier den mine sia. *shivers*

Ridjal: hha. yeah yeah you can use it. just refer to Seraphim Haven. And i sooo like your blog man!

Sarah: haha. neh sometimes i tend to exagerrate my words when i blog. kekeke. my day may not be as exciting as you read it.

Tasha: Duh aku pi skola! bukan mcm kau! hahhaa. aku pi skola aku attend lecture. kau? dok pat canteen. tsk3.

Waga: hahaha. yess. i have won him alot of times uh. but its just sometimes, ladyluck just wants to flirt with faris more. hahah. and yeah maybe the malays need to be slapped in the faces, me INCLUDED. nyeah. oh and ive hafal-ed your new addie! yay! haha. yes beauty is in the eye of the beholder, but the media is psychoing people to have the same mindset: long lustrous hair, flawless FAIR skin, slim etc. bah! oh and yeah the KL entry was boring huh. i love roller coasters too! i want to try out more.

Xiuz: hehe. thanks for the wishes babe. and thanks a MILLION for smsing me the other day while i was waiting for faris. you helped prevented a world war 3, rooting from me and him. hehehe.