Peace be upon you

Im a loner at times. Wrote this poem during my couzin's wedding (rewang), when i was just sitting all alone at a table. It is dedicated to all the times i spent alone cuz people couldnt accept me for who i am. And to all the times my mom and makcik try to push me to my cuzzins and to functions when i noe i wont noe what to do, what to say and how to react. And at last, i embarrass myself and make myself angry at people, and most of all, myself. To all the times where some ppl just look at me with this look on their face, like "aww u poor dear" and try to get me involved in some activities cuz they pity me.

Aku ingin keseorangan
Menetap di pertengahan samudera
FLora dan fauna mendakap visi
Tolong, tinggalkanku sendiri.

Aku ingin kesepian
Biarku hanyut di kepulan awan
diantara cakerawala adiwarna
Tolong, tinggalkanku sendiri.

Aku ingin ke kayangan
Tiada yang ganggu,
Tiada yang perli
Tolong, tinggalkanku sendiri.

Aku ingin persoalan terhenti
Jangan disoalkan hasrat naluri
Kerna aku memang dicipta begini
Tolong, tinggalkanku sendiri.

Aku ingin dibiarkan ketepi
Tiada perlu pura untuk tersenyum sipu
Jangan sekali mencuci mata dengan belas kasihan
Kerna aku mahu ditinggalkan sendiri.

Tolong.
Pergi.
Tolong biarkan ku sendiri.

Love,
Punkrock Ferring