Friday, August 06, 2004

Peace be upon you.

Met the ladees today.

What a pity FeiFei couldnt make it.

Bleurgh.

Went all over town to get the bags for Cikgu.

But ended up getting this glittery 25hrs watch.

Wooh. lawah~

Then we got to the library.

Saw Lizzy, cant believe she went to school.

Of all the people~

Niways, we plopped ourselves on the beanbags.

As in *plopped*.

As in..

"KK.. by the count of three, aku ngan kau (me and ikah) jump on the thing ok?"

So we jumped and laughed our heads off.

In front of a bazillion other people.

In the library. Haha.

Then we talked and lied down on the beanbag like it was ours.

Rolled about, plopped here and there.

Hilarious man.

Shoud have seen us.

To the toilet.

She (name protected) was belting up.

Den suddenly.

She turned around.

And showed me her buttcrack.

Wat the hell~

So we laughed like hyenas again.

Went back the the beanies and plopped around.

Bleurgh.

I dun think my best friend's mom likes me.

Kinda hurtful.

Im jealous that she (her mom) likes Yana more.

Bleurgh.

Who cares.

Ok fine~

I do care.

Haish~

He is in his crazy flings again.

He has a fetish for buying and selling his phone.

I swear he's gonna leave me for a 2nd hand shopkeeper.

Bleurgh.

Anyway, this entry's gonna be long.

Lots of things to ramble on and on about.

Like...

Love.

When do you know that you're really in love?

Not a fling, crush nor infatuation.

But real love?

Anyway, im afraid to really love someone.

My heart's been broken a tad too many times.

Im afraid that it'll be broken again.

Haish~

Painful, you know.

Having to watch your loved one go away.

In the hands of another girl.

Prettier then you.

Sexier.

Sweeter.

(But not smarter! wahah)

Bleurgh.

How am i supposed to compete with that kind of competition?

Sakit hati, bikin sakit hati.

I think i love too much.

Bleurgh.

This sucks.

Its too late.

I think i'm already in love.

Bleurgh.

Bleurgh is my current favourite word.

People around me get irritated easily about that,

Haha.

Gives me a sense of satisfaction in them saying,

"Fad!!~ Diam arh!!"

Which, in english, means

"Fad!!~ Shut up arh!!"

Yada yada. Im a sadist.

Oh, Ashrithaa's Mp3 player is in my hands now!

Wahaha.

Im enjoying life.

Emocore 24 hours a day, 7 days a week.

If only she suddenly realises that i need the player more then her

and she gives it to me.

I'd marry her.

Gosh, i sound like a lesbian at times.

Haha. Oh well~

No, this entrys gonna get longer.

Hold on, will ya?

I have a surprise at the end.

Hehe.

Anyway.

Isnt it horrible if you clap with only one hand?

As in,

a one-sided love.

Thats like such a tragedy.

Haish.

I sound depressed.

But im not!

Cuz im meeting him tomorrow!

Yay!

We're gonna study together.

Im serious lah.

We dun do stupid stuff together.

Nu'uh. Not for us.

I think i tell ppl too much stuff.

But i cant stop typing!

K i will.

Oh, the surprise.

"I cant wait for National Day!!"

Haha. Lameness~ Lameness~

Love,
Him.