Peace be upon you.

Two words sum up today.

Confusion.

Dilemma.

I love my parents too much.

I cant stand the thought of betraying their trust.

The one ive managed to rebuilt for years.

But i so so so want to do this.

But the guilt.

The guilt.

Im still feeling quite messed up.

What do i do?

Love,
Confused and in a dilemma.