Peace be upon you.
Weeee.
Just completed my SCGS emaths prelims paper.
Rather proud of myself, i have to say.
Heh.
Got 230 bucks for selling my 3120.
Spent 3/4 on bills.
Bluergh.
Thanks baby monster for helping me sell it!
Heh.
Gosh, sometimes i wonder what life will be without him.
Hehehe.
Anyway,
lots of personal stuffs happened these days.
Stuffs which brought about turmoil, sorrow and true friends.
Friends like Hakim, Fifi and Pe'ah.
Thanks guys for helping her.
Really, thanks alot.
Herm.
Went to Redhill just now to sell the phone.
Of course, with me was Baby monster.
The buyer sms-ed us,
saying that she was wearing a brown shirt and black mini shorts.
When we met her.
Wooooh~ (Open eyes big2)
She was practically shirtless,
as her brown shirt was actually a netting.
And her bra was black, so everything could be seen.
Baby monster got all flustered and asked me to make the sale.
Haha.
Den he went off to walk around the pasar malam.
So kiut lah you!
Anyway, i have not much to write.
Thus i'll post up a compo i wrote.
A school assignment, of course.
On a newly born baby found at the bus stop.
Start.
The last bus left the bus stop. Silence hung in the air. Occasionally, a flicker of light from a passing car would light up the night, only to disappear yet again. The leaves danced along with the cool gusts of breeze, oblivious to the dark clouds that would soon hover over the boy’s head.
The boy.
His eyes would blink when the sudden surge of light surrounds him. Around him, four tall cardboard walls guarded him from the outside world. Within him, an urge for a scream itches to escape from his tiny mouth, only to be muffled by the towel that covered it. He lifted his red-stained hands, his pudgy fingers attempting to hold the round white moon his eyes had captured so vividly. He gurgled and giggled, thinking that the moon was playing with him. In a few seconds, the moon began to fade, leaving an abyss in the boy’s mind. The sobbing woman who crouched next to the boy got up, her own eyes stained with tears of guilt, her hands stained by her own blood, her boy’s blood. She threw one last sorrowful glance at the sleeping boy, only five hours old, turned and headed into the night. The boy twist and turned seeking comfort in the sucking of his thumb, a victim of time and tragedy…
The sun peeked out from behind the heavy grey clouds, almost unnoticeable even in its greatness. A damp heavy atmosphere settled on the ground, refusing to lift even after a night’s presence. The leaves had not stopped dancing, awaiting the arrival of the rain.
he boy shivered under his towel, his legs thrashing about in his own blood and urine. He could no longer see the moon, the only thing he could accustom himself to. Instead, his vision failed him, only capturing dark thunderclouds that await to release its glory into the bleak day. The boy bawled, his stomach empty and his lips dry.
Josephine jerked. Her ears had picked up a tiny sound, almost unnoticeable amidst the roar of stopping buses. She heard it again, this time louder, almost sounding like a desperate cry of a baby. Josephine got up, her ears trying to locate the source of the noise.
A box next to the rubbish bin shook. Josephine peered in, taking visible attempts to not touch the soaking wet cardboard. Her heart leapt to her mouth upon noticing the boy, his umbilical cord still intact. In shock, her fingers fumbled on the keypad of her hand phone, dialing 995.
The woman who stood behind the tree opposite the bus stop smiled, her heart now contented and free of guilt. She climbed on her stool, rearranging the noose on her neck. As the boy was cradled in Josephine’s arms, the woman stepped off, with nothing in her mind except the image of the boy’s last smile.
Ends.
Haha.
Lame sia.
Oh well, this was completed in 1 hr.
From 12 am to 1 am.
Last minute work.
Wahahahaa.
Love,
Lil old me.
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
Peace be upon you.
First and foremost,
Sorry lah Lizzy!!
Haha.
Been going out alot nowadays.
(Whilst feeling guilty that ive been abandoning my work)
Cant be help.
Mwahha.
Niway, DONT watch "The Village".
Unless you have too much to spent.
To those who still stubbornly want to watch it.
Dun read the following paragraph.
I warned you.
K anyway, the supposedly monsters surrounding the village is just a lie cooked up by the 'elders' of the village. The 'elders' were the ones who started the village and they created the monsters story (dressed themselves in monster costume occasionally)so as to scare the other villagers from venturing out of the village. This is because the 'elders' actually were rich successfull towns people who want to escape the chaos of living in towns. One of the elder's name is Walker, and he has this blind daughter. The blind daughter loves this guy named "ABC" (fergot lah). Den one day ABC was stabbed, so the blind daughter told the father that she wants to get medicine from the town for ABC. Walker then had to reveal the truth to his daughter. So the daughter ventured through the woods, and to 'town'. So, actually, the village is located in a wild land reserve set up by Walker. *Bleurgh*
I hate the ending.
Oh well.
Anyway, im so happy with life right now.
So So So happy.
Erm, minus the studies part, of course.
Bleurgh.
I have not done my homework.
After 4 days of holidays.
Now you know how slacked i am.
Mwahaha.
K then.
Love,
Accidentally in love.
First and foremost,
Sorry lah Lizzy!!
Haha.
Been going out alot nowadays.
(Whilst feeling guilty that ive been abandoning my work)
Cant be help.
Mwahha.
Niway, DONT watch "The Village".
Unless you have too much to spent.
To those who still stubbornly want to watch it.
Dun read the following paragraph.
I warned you.
K anyway, the supposedly monsters surrounding the village is just a lie cooked up by the 'elders' of the village. The 'elders' were the ones who started the village and they created the monsters story (dressed themselves in monster costume occasionally)so as to scare the other villagers from venturing out of the village. This is because the 'elders' actually were rich successfull towns people who want to escape the chaos of living in towns. One of the elder's name is Walker, and he has this blind daughter. The blind daughter loves this guy named "ABC" (fergot lah). Den one day ABC was stabbed, so the blind daughter told the father that she wants to get medicine from the town for ABC. Walker then had to reveal the truth to his daughter. So the daughter ventured through the woods, and to 'town'. So, actually, the village is located in a wild land reserve set up by Walker. *Bleurgh*
I hate the ending.
Oh well.
Anyway, im so happy with life right now.
So So So happy.
Erm, minus the studies part, of course.
Bleurgh.
I have not done my homework.
After 4 days of holidays.
Now you know how slacked i am.
Mwahaha.
K then.
Love,
Accidentally in love.
Sunday, August 08, 2004
Peace be upon you.
Today's one of the rare family days.
Had Madrasah with the cute Indon ustaz this morning.
Then all of us when shopping.
Couldnt get my 3120. Bleurgh.
Too ex.
Everyone is now out in the hall enjoying their ice-creams.
Everyone except me, that is.
Haha. Cuz its the Mcs 25 cents ice-cream.
Which, i soo hate.
But.
I love my parents.
I love my family.
I love Ikah.
I love Ashrithaa and Claire.
I love him.
I love myself.
Love,
Love makes the world go round.
Today's one of the rare family days.
Had Madrasah with the cute Indon ustaz this morning.
Then all of us when shopping.
Couldnt get my 3120. Bleurgh.
Too ex.
Everyone is now out in the hall enjoying their ice-creams.
Everyone except me, that is.
Haha. Cuz its the Mcs 25 cents ice-cream.
Which, i soo hate.
But.
I love my parents.
I love my family.
I love Ikah.
I love Ashrithaa and Claire.
I love him.
I love myself.
Love,
Love makes the world go round.
Saturday, August 07, 2004
Peace be upon you.
Two words sum up today.
Confusion.
Dilemma.
I love my parents too much.
I cant stand the thought of betraying their trust.
The one ive managed to rebuilt for years.
But i so so so want to do this.
But the guilt.
The guilt.
Im still feeling quite messed up.
What do i do?
Love,
Confused and in a dilemma.
Two words sum up today.
Confusion.
Dilemma.
I love my parents too much.
I cant stand the thought of betraying their trust.
The one ive managed to rebuilt for years.
But i so so so want to do this.
But the guilt.
The guilt.
Im still feeling quite messed up.
What do i do?
Love,
Confused and in a dilemma.
Friday, August 06, 2004
Peace be upon you.
Met the ladees today.
What a pity FeiFei couldnt make it.
Bleurgh.
Went all over town to get the bags for Cikgu.
But ended up getting this glittery 25hrs watch.
Wooh. lawah~
Then we got to the library.
Saw Lizzy, cant believe she went to school.
Of all the people~
Niways, we plopped ourselves on the beanbags.
As in *plopped*.
As in..
"KK.. by the count of three, aku ngan kau (me and ikah) jump on the thing ok?"
So we jumped and laughed our heads off.
In front of a bazillion other people.
In the library. Haha.
Then we talked and lied down on the beanbag like it was ours.
Rolled about, plopped here and there.
Hilarious man.
Shoud have seen us.
To the toilet.
She (name protected) was belting up.
Den suddenly.
She turned around.
And showed me her buttcrack.
Wat the hell~
So we laughed like hyenas again.
Went back the the beanies and plopped around.
Bleurgh.
I dun think my best friend's mom likes me.
Kinda hurtful.
Im jealous that she (her mom) likes Yana more.
Bleurgh.
Who cares.
Ok fine~
I do care.
Haish~
He is in his crazy flings again.
He has a fetish for buying and selling his phone.
I swear he's gonna leave me for a 2nd hand shopkeeper.
Bleurgh.
Anyway, this entry's gonna be long.
Lots of things to ramble on and on about.
Like...
Love.
When do you know that you're really in love?
Not a fling, crush nor infatuation.
But real love?
Anyway, im afraid to really love someone.
My heart's been broken a tad too many times.
Im afraid that it'll be broken again.
Haish~
Painful, you know.
Having to watch your loved one go away.
In the hands of another girl.
Prettier then you.
Sexier.
Sweeter.
(But not smarter! wahah)
Bleurgh.
How am i supposed to compete with that kind of competition?
Sakit hati, bikin sakit hati.
I think i love too much.
Bleurgh.
This sucks.
Its too late.
I think i'm already in love.
Bleurgh.
Bleurgh is my current favourite word.
People around me get irritated easily about that,
Haha.
Gives me a sense of satisfaction in them saying,
"Fad!!~ Diam arh!!"
Which, in english, means
"Fad!!~ Shut up arh!!"
Yada yada. Im a sadist.
Oh, Ashrithaa's Mp3 player is in my hands now!
Wahaha.
Im enjoying life.
Emocore 24 hours a day, 7 days a week.
If only she suddenly realises that i need the player more then her
and she gives it to me.
I'd marry her.
Gosh, i sound like a lesbian at times.
Haha. Oh well~
No, this entrys gonna get longer.
Hold on, will ya?
I have a surprise at the end.
Hehe.
Anyway.
Isnt it horrible if you clap with only one hand?
As in,
a one-sided love.
Thats like such a tragedy.
Haish.
I sound depressed.
But im not!
Cuz im meeting him tomorrow!
Yay!
We're gonna study together.
Im serious lah.
We dun do stupid stuff together.
Nu'uh. Not for us.
I think i tell ppl too much stuff.
But i cant stop typing!
K i will.
Oh, the surprise.
"I cant wait for National Day!!"
Haha. Lameness~ Lameness~
Love,
Him.
Met the ladees today.
What a pity FeiFei couldnt make it.
Bleurgh.
Went all over town to get the bags for Cikgu.
But ended up getting this glittery 25hrs watch.
Wooh. lawah~
Then we got to the library.
Saw Lizzy, cant believe she went to school.
Of all the people~
Niways, we plopped ourselves on the beanbags.
As in *plopped*.
As in..
"KK.. by the count of three, aku ngan kau (me and ikah) jump on the thing ok?"
So we jumped and laughed our heads off.
In front of a bazillion other people.
In the library. Haha.
Then we talked and lied down on the beanbag like it was ours.
Rolled about, plopped here and there.
Hilarious man.
Shoud have seen us.
To the toilet.
She (name protected) was belting up.
Den suddenly.
She turned around.
And showed me her buttcrack.
Wat the hell~
So we laughed like hyenas again.
Went back the the beanies and plopped around.
Bleurgh.
I dun think my best friend's mom likes me.
Kinda hurtful.
Im jealous that she (her mom) likes Yana more.
Bleurgh.
Who cares.
Ok fine~
I do care.
Haish~
He is in his crazy flings again.
He has a fetish for buying and selling his phone.
I swear he's gonna leave me for a 2nd hand shopkeeper.
Bleurgh.
Anyway, this entry's gonna be long.
Lots of things to ramble on and on about.
Like...
Love.
When do you know that you're really in love?
Not a fling, crush nor infatuation.
But real love?
Anyway, im afraid to really love someone.
My heart's been broken a tad too many times.
Im afraid that it'll be broken again.
Haish~
Painful, you know.
Having to watch your loved one go away.
In the hands of another girl.
Prettier then you.
Sexier.
Sweeter.
(But not smarter! wahah)
Bleurgh.
How am i supposed to compete with that kind of competition?
Sakit hati, bikin sakit hati.
I think i love too much.
Bleurgh.
This sucks.
Its too late.
I think i'm already in love.
Bleurgh.
Bleurgh is my current favourite word.
People around me get irritated easily about that,
Haha.
Gives me a sense of satisfaction in them saying,
"Fad!!~ Diam arh!!"
Which, in english, means
"Fad!!~ Shut up arh!!"
Yada yada. Im a sadist.
Oh, Ashrithaa's Mp3 player is in my hands now!
Wahaha.
Im enjoying life.
Emocore 24 hours a day, 7 days a week.
If only she suddenly realises that i need the player more then her
and she gives it to me.
I'd marry her.
Gosh, i sound like a lesbian at times.
Haha. Oh well~
No, this entrys gonna get longer.
Hold on, will ya?
I have a surprise at the end.
Hehe.
Anyway.
Isnt it horrible if you clap with only one hand?
As in,
a one-sided love.
Thats like such a tragedy.
Haish.
I sound depressed.
But im not!
Cuz im meeting him tomorrow!
Yay!
We're gonna study together.
Im serious lah.
We dun do stupid stuff together.
Nu'uh. Not for us.
I think i tell ppl too much stuff.
But i cant stop typing!
K i will.
Oh, the surprise.
"I cant wait for National Day!!"
Haha. Lameness~ Lameness~
Love,
Him.
Thursday, August 05, 2004
Peace be upon you.
Woohoo.
Skipping school tomorrow.
Going out with ma ladees.
Ikah, pe'ah, fifi and yana.
Getting Cikgu Hanita's bday present.
Den studying at JE's library.
Niways.
Go read "DaVinci Code".
Record time of 5:45 mins.
Superly humongously gargantuanly proud of myself.
Gargantuan.
Nice word isnt it?
Say it with me.
Gar-gan-tu-an.
There.
Louder this time.
GAR-GAN-TU-AN.
Love,
Book mad.
Woohoo.
Skipping school tomorrow.
Going out with ma ladees.
Ikah, pe'ah, fifi and yana.
Getting Cikgu Hanita's bday present.
Den studying at JE's library.
Niways.
Go read "DaVinci Code".
Record time of 5:45 mins.
Superly humongously gargantuanly proud of myself.
Gargantuan.
Nice word isnt it?
Say it with me.
Gar-gan-tu-an.
There.
Louder this time.
GAR-GAN-TU-AN.
Love,
Book mad.
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
Peace be upon you.
Sorry this entry's in malay, peepz.
Just a sajak i got in my Sastera worksheet.
Enjoy and learn.
Rumah.
Isa Kamari
Manusia yang bebas
Tidak akan mudah rasa bosan
Terhadap asuhan dan tuntutan
Kerana dibalik kemantapan peribadi
akan lahir kemerdekaan abadi
Juga yang dinamakan kebebasan
Bukanlah kelepasan tanpa tujuan
Seperti anak-anak kota
Lepas dari rumah atau kerja
Mundar-mandir
Di pusat membeli-belah
Mencari keriangan
Pada yang baru
Dan sementara
Bukanlah hidup ini
Tidak membutuhkan
Kepelbagaian
Juga bukanlah jiwa ini
Tidak mendambakan
Keseronokan
Hanya kita yang mengaku bebas
terlalu mudah terpenjara
Dalam keremehan yang sia-sia
Yang kita hidupkan
Di tengah kota
Tanpa sering menyedari
Bahawa diri kita ini
Tidak pernah pulang
ke pintu hati
Biarpun kita ini
Telah sering menjejaki
halaman rumah.
*Blown away*
Love,
Bukalah matamu, wahai Bangsa Melayu.
Sorry this entry's in malay, peepz.
Just a sajak i got in my Sastera worksheet.
Enjoy and learn.
Rumah.
Isa Kamari
Manusia yang bebas
Tidak akan mudah rasa bosan
Terhadap asuhan dan tuntutan
Kerana dibalik kemantapan peribadi
akan lahir kemerdekaan abadi
Juga yang dinamakan kebebasan
Bukanlah kelepasan tanpa tujuan
Seperti anak-anak kota
Lepas dari rumah atau kerja
Mundar-mandir
Di pusat membeli-belah
Mencari keriangan
Pada yang baru
Dan sementara
Bukanlah hidup ini
Tidak membutuhkan
Kepelbagaian
Juga bukanlah jiwa ini
Tidak mendambakan
Keseronokan
Hanya kita yang mengaku bebas
terlalu mudah terpenjara
Dalam keremehan yang sia-sia
Yang kita hidupkan
Di tengah kota
Tanpa sering menyedari
Bahawa diri kita ini
Tidak pernah pulang
ke pintu hati
Biarpun kita ini
Telah sering menjejaki
halaman rumah.
*Blown away*
Love,
Bukalah matamu, wahai Bangsa Melayu.
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
Peace be upon you.
Bleurgh.
What a way to celebrate my birthday.
I am like so sick.
Havin spasms at the moment.
Diarrhoea.
Fever.
Vomitting.
Flu.
Bleurgh.
Oh thanks for the wishes! Hehe.
And, thanks for the pressies people!
Got a:
1) Emily T-shirt (Kim, Yana, Fifi & Pe'ah)
2) Studded wristband. Black. (Kim, Yana, Fifi & Pe'ah)
3) A bag. (Ikah)
4) 32 bucks to splurge at HMV. (Mich, Clay, Raja, Kippy, Xiuz, Malar, Liz)
5) A party. (Mich, Clay, Raja, Kippy, Xiuz, Malar, Liz)
6) A Von Dutch HandBag. (Rambutan)
7) Studded belt. (mommy)
8) Another Studded Wristband. Pink. (Mommy)
9) 10 bucks. (My bro Farhan)
10) 12 bucks. (My bro Fauzi)
Still more to come over the weekend!
Haha.
Anyway, more councillor Dinner pics.
Hafizah, Farhan, Me & Faruq.
Cheryl. (Thats a real burberry shawl, btw)
Me & Adi. (So kiut with his newly bald head!)
Ashrithaa Rajah. (Lost her earring.)
Me & Cheryl.
Cheryl, Rajah, CuiJing & Me.
Love,
Im lovesick? Haha. So corny.
Bleurgh.
What a way to celebrate my birthday.
I am like so sick.
Havin spasms at the moment.
Diarrhoea.
Fever.
Vomitting.
Flu.
Bleurgh.
Oh thanks for the wishes! Hehe.
And, thanks for the pressies people!
Got a:
1) Emily T-shirt (Kim, Yana, Fifi & Pe'ah)
2) Studded wristband. Black. (Kim, Yana, Fifi & Pe'ah)
3) A bag. (Ikah)
4) 32 bucks to splurge at HMV. (Mich, Clay, Raja, Kippy, Xiuz, Malar, Liz)
5) A party. (Mich, Clay, Raja, Kippy, Xiuz, Malar, Liz)
6) A Von Dutch HandBag. (Rambutan)
7) Studded belt. (mommy)
8) Another Studded Wristband. Pink. (Mommy)
9) 10 bucks. (My bro Farhan)
10) 12 bucks. (My bro Fauzi)
Still more to come over the weekend!
Haha.
Anyway, more councillor Dinner pics.
Hafizah, Farhan, Me & Faruq.
Cheryl. (Thats a real burberry shawl, btw)
Me & Adi. (So kiut with his newly bald head!)
Ashrithaa Rajah. (Lost her earring.)
Me & Cheryl.
Cheryl, Rajah, CuiJing & Me.
Love,
Im lovesick? Haha. So corny.
Sunday, August 01, 2004
Peace be upon you.
As the following entry is special, i shall color it pink.
Yay! haha.
~Happy Birthday to me~
~Happy Birthday to me~
~Happy Birthday to Fadhilah~
~Happy Birthday to me~
Wow. Im actually sixteen. In the eyes of the law, i can:
1) Play pool! woohoo!
2) Watch Nc-16 movies legally. (say byebye to JE)
3) have sex!
haha. Ok fine, the third option is so out. Haha. But i can play pool with ma frens now! Like how cool is that. Haha. Herm, on a more serious note, being a year older meant that i have more responsibilities to attend to, and more memories to store. Thanks to all that have been by my side for the past 16 years. Luv you lots.
Love,
Happy Birthday to me!
As the following entry is special, i shall color it pink.
Yay! haha.
~Happy Birthday to me~
~Happy Birthday to me~
~Happy Birthday to Fadhilah~
~Happy Birthday to me~
Wow. Im actually sixteen. In the eyes of the law, i can:
1) Play pool! woohoo!
2) Watch Nc-16 movies legally. (say byebye to JE)
3) have sex!
haha. Ok fine, the third option is so out. Haha. But i can play pool with ma frens now! Like how cool is that. Haha. Herm, on a more serious note, being a year older meant that i have more responsibilities to attend to, and more memories to store. Thanks to all that have been by my side for the past 16 years. Luv you lots.
Love,
Happy Birthday to me!
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