Peace be upon you.

Yawn.

I smell of early morning breath and a good nights sleep.
Yeeha. Dats right. Im still in my un-bathed state.
Hehe. My eyes are as red as ever.
Like.. apples? haha.
Oh well.
Me and my improper contacts usage.
Serves me right. Haish.
Hope it doesnt develop fungi like my friend's eyes.
He had to be hospitalized to get an operation.
Scaaary.
Eesh. Now my mom bans me from further use of contacts.
Die die.
Who'se gonna fall in love with me now?
wahhaa.
Me and love.
Desperate sia.

No lah. Just been so long since ive got a guy.
You know, like one day you feel all alone.
And keep wishing the good old days were back.
Where you keep calling one another.
And your bills stack up.
And everyday after school you go out together.
And look into each others eyes.
Make imposibble promises to be true.
And at last break up.
Haha.
Gosh how i miss the good old days.
Monkey love i call it. Or Cinta Monyet?
Im sure everyone had gone through that phase before.
Haha.
Oh well.

I guess im more matured right now.
Once bitten twice shy.
Gotta be extra careful in choosing a partner.
BLEAH!

So yeah.
Plan to stay at home the whole day and study.
Ive suddenly found comfort in studying.
Gosh.
Why does the feeling arrive so late?
If only i feel this way at the beginning of the year.
Would have got 12 points for my L1R5.
But now?
Too late i guess.
Ahh nooo.
I cant fail my prelims.
Nu'uh. Dun wanna disappoint my mommy and daddy,
They love me so much and put all their hopes on me.
MUST.
MUST get into a good Jc.
Insyallah.

Oh lis.
Sometimes things dun go as you wish.
Inilah lumrah kehidupan.
You may be up today,
and down the next.
God is fair and almighty.
He will give you your fair share of ups and downs.
Have faith in Him.
In life.
In yourself.

This next poem is dedicated to you, and also anyone out there who is feeling down and out.
Btw, its not written by me.

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh.
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is strange, it will twist and turn,
As all of us will someday learn.
And many a person turns about,
When they might have won, had they stuck it out.

Don't give up, though the pace seems slow.
You may succeed with another blow.
Often strugglers have given up,
When you might have captured the victor's cup,
And you learned too late when the night came down,
How close you were to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out,
The silver tint of the cloud of doubt.
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit,
It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit!

Love,
Fuddy must make her parents proud!