Peace be upon you.

xx 98th xx

6 seconds after i smsed him predicting that im gonna have my period, woosh, the liquid flowed out in turrents. Im smart. I should be a period-predictor and people all over the world will ask me to predict exactly when their period will arrive just for their amusement and therefore i will make big bucks.

Ok, i admit im still high.

I was reading my past entries (including my old blog which is now closed down), and i realised that i have changed much as a person. In my old blog, i wrote with this lingo (malay + english) and i sound minah-ish to a certain extent. I too tend to get depressed at least thrice a week. But now, now i've changed. My life is no longer sad and depressing cuz i have friends who care and love me. I no longer hate the world. Besh besh.

Since im so full of love and i'm still high, i'd like to dedicate this entry to the people (non family) in my life whose mere existance has caused ripples of smiles in my life. (P.S. its gonna be long so if the background music irritates you, just press stop)

My cousin Anz :
Hah! i know you will never be reading this buuut wat the hell im just gonna dedicate this for you. You've been there throughout the 16 years of my life and yet you can still tahan my crap. No wait, make that i can tahan your crap. I remember all those times you poked and jeered at me for being dark (ie. Mane Fadhilah ader ker nak main semunyik2 ngan orang. Mane leh jumpe dier. Dah lah gelap nak mampos. ) but i too remember all those times you actually cheered me up and made me laugh till my sides hurt. All our talks, all our hugs, our ups and downs.. I love you Ica. No matter what happens, i love you.

Ashrithaa :
Indian rhiinooooo. I think you will be able to read this, but even if u havent i would have pestered you into reading it, so now you're reading it. hehehe. So rhino even though you're so evil playing tricks on me and making me cry, its ok, cuz the times you made me smile and laugh are much more den the times you actually hurt me. Heh. I can remember all those times we gang up against Claire or rather, you two gang up against me. The times you listened to my problem about Atikah or my relationships even though you were buried deep in your books. Thanks alot grrrl. Would love to say more, but i have loads more to write. haha. So, keep rocking grrl. I love you to bits.

Claire :
Manjan Birbirasuuuuu. Thanks for lending me big bucks always. hahaha. Compared to Ashrithaa, you are more humane and i just love whacking you in class. We always have our mini-fights (not as in fight, but fight as in kebush kebush fight) in class and Rajah will always be siding you, bitch. No fair! I know lah you and her a couple, but you gotta be independant and fight for yourself grrl. haha. I had fun prying and poking into yur private life (ie the handphone fairfield guy incident). Thanks for all those talks we had on the phone these past few days. I lovee you piiig!! Mmmmmmuuuuuaaaah!

Faris :
Heh. Too much to say. Too little time. You know how i feel. *smiles*

Ikah :
Grrl. Times and conditions have torn us apart. You still lie on my bed, my desk, my purse. Everywhere. Everything in my life has bits and pieces of you. I will miss the times with you. I could say those were the times i learned the most in life, the times where i learnt to be more matured. No matter what you think, no matter how many (or rather little) calls we make nowadays, no matter the fact we dont even go out anymore, i need you to know, that you will always be in my heart no matter what. I love you grrl. I love you.

Hakim :
Brudddaaa. You've been a real dear to me these few days kimmy. Thanks for giving me the courage to do what i wanted to do, even though other people opposed it. Thanks kim. I owe you big time. I've a million other things to thank you, but i wanna sum it with just one word. I've found a guy best friend in you, kim. Of all places. :) I hope everything will soon be ok with your life k kim. God is fair. There will always be ups and downs. Love you kiim! (now amira and is, please dun get jealous. I love kim in a brother sense. hahhaa)

Lili & Caca :
Guess what. I'd rather hang out with you guys more then i'd hang out with my real cuzzies. BAH. haha. Thanks for not judging me by my selenger-ness and the fact that people think im too smart for them. Oh puhleez. Im normal. Love you two!! Muacks!

Nas :
"faaddyy iss a dinosauurrr ". haha. Lame lah you grrl. Yeah yeah, i know im not close to you and all and i barely see you in real life, but i feel like i can talk loads of shit with you man. hahhaha. So, thanks for being ma fren and listening to my mumbojumbo. Luv ya! Muuuuuaaaacckss! P.S. i still cant find a cartoon that rhymes with Nas. Ahh bloody shits.

Lis :
Hah. Gone gone. Pemalas nye minah. hahaha. Anyway, i really missed u gal. All ur emo shite and ur crap. see lah now you either broke or always talking to ur hunny chums. hahah. I understand. heh. Muuuaccks. love you Lis.

Meliza, Xiuli, Michelle, Snowlin, Yana & Pe'ah :
Thanks so much guys for always making my day in school. haha. Life's a bore without you. Muackss! Love you all!

All the bloggers of the blogs i read :
I mean ALL. im an ardent fan of blog-reading and all your blogs always make me feel as if im a part of someones life, however lame that sounds. haha. Altho i haf a few favs (Nas, Belle, Irfan, Lizzy, Malihha, Lisa & Hairil), i still thoroughly enjoy reading all the other blogs too. Thanks for giving me something to do for an hour everyday. Keep typing down those thoughts. Muuahh!

Ok im real tired and hungry. My period cramps are killing meee. Pain pain. Im farting air out like nobodys business. Wooosh. hahha.

Anyway, i dun understand certain people. First they tell the world that a friend of theirs is such an arse because the fren doesnt care about them and even forget their birthday, but when the friend shows concern, they say the friend is being a kpo. wat contradiction man. Oh well. Its their life, its their thinking. *shrugs*

Love,
If music be the food of love, play on.