Friday, January 14, 2005


I feel pretty. Oh so pretty.


Taken from Aziz's blog.

[ Starts ]

The years haven't been too kind to you. Gone is what was once a bright shining star. The compass and guiding light in your life taken away. A companion lost.

Friendship is a very easy knot to tie. It is equally easy to unravel. A small quarrel or a slight disagreement gone uncheck could lead to a disastrous results.

We all experience loss everyso often. The loss of a friend is no exception. Friends can deteriorate to strangers, your best bud could become your worst enemy. And when it happens, it would be a tragic thing indeed. We all wish to preserve our friendships. To have a friend is to have a "north star". To have a direction.

Our friends tell us which way to go in life. And when we lose our guides in life, we begin to feel lost and alone. We feel empty. Sad.

Yet life still goes on. We carry on with our lives while at the back of our minds, lurks the everpresent nudge of missing someone.

No matter what we do and how we try to look at it, things will never be the same again. We will be haunted by the shadow of a friend lost.

The years will pass and we will go numb from the pain. There will come a day when we look back to friendship lost and can do naught but sigh. A lost friend is a tragic loss indeed.

[ Ends ]

And the memories haunt me yet again. Flashbacks to the beach, the all night conversations, the promises to be bestfriends till forever, to grow up and be lil old ladies together...

Have i mentioned im running a slight fever, having a neverending flow of fluids dripping from my nose, that my voice becomes raspy once in a while, my eyes are brimming with tears, and that i already miss the other half? wahhahhaha. Yes Rhino. I am too crazy about the other half. Can't help it lah.

Congrats to Mal, for managing to work things out between her and her other half. Hope everything works alright now okey? Compromising always works.

So anyway, there's a song thats supposed to be played in the background, but apparently ive used up my bandwith. Will someone please recommend me where i can host my music? Photobucket can only host photos and ripway apparently sucks. *Grins*

I was bored the other day, and thus i made this collage. Im pretty proud of it. Its bigger but ive resized it specially for the wallpaper on my hp.


Fadhilah . Faris