Not for the faint hearted.
I have fifteen minutes to blog before i need to bathe and have my much needed rest. The 3days 2nights camp starts tomorrow, and we JJCians need to report around 6.45am. Seems that we have to report earlier each passing day.
Sigh. I'm tired.
And i can say im quite a loser. Second day, and still not much friends. The thing about me is, whenever im with a partner, i just don't know what to say. I'll only open up when its like a group. But how to join a group when i don't have any friends? Buh.
The Rhino was supposed to meet me this morning at the maingate bus stop, but she overslept, so she alighted at the back gate busstop. I, waited from 6:45 to 7:05 to no avail. So i called, and she said she was at the backgate busstop, and that we shall meet at the canteen.
So fine, i stood up and went to the canteen. I looked around for 5 mins, but didnt see her. So i called, but noone picked up the phone. The other JJCians were already heading towards the field, so i decided to move also, since i thought she already went there.
Then she called, but i couldnt feel the vibration, so i didnt pick it up. Upon noticing the "missed call", i called her back. Then she picked up. Turns out she was still at the canteen.
My fault isit? I waited outside, i searched for her at the canteen, called her, but just couldnt get her. And she refused to "talk" to me the whole day, calling me a betrayer, or rather, an alien.
**** lah. I'm not gonna say sorry. Its not my fault.
I am so tired. I have a camp which i dread as it is very troublesome to have camp when i'm having my 'time of the month'. I have not made much friends (which is entirely my fault). I am really pissed of with Rhino.
I am not, i repeat, not in a good mood.
