(Not in any order)
1) I turned 16. Which means nc-16 movies.
2) I met the other half.
3) I became closer to Ashrithaa, Claire, Hakim, Nas, Nalisa and Shikin. People who have helped me through the toughest of times and with whom ive shared my happiness with. And Dayak, who crapped with me and made me laugh till my sides cracked.
4) I got rid of the bad company that i had in Sec 3. No more bad company = improve in studies/character-wise.
5) I became closer to my mother, of whom ive been neglecting for the whole of last year.
6) Puteri Gunung Ledang! (haha)
7) I became a listening ear to many. Which means, ive helped quite a number of people.
8) I managed to scrape into JJC and i am thankful, cuz i missed out alot during my Sec 3 years.
9) I've improved in looks too. (waha) Just look at the archives and you'll see what i mean.
10) I learnt the meaning of loving unconditionally.
10 bad things about 2004:
(Not in any order)
1) I turn 16. Which means freaking O Levels.
2)
3) I drifted apart from my 'best'friend, Atikah. As well as Shafiah and Liyana.
4) I am no longer as close to my bestestest cousin, Annisa.
5) Scoring 17 (with bonus points) for Prelims. Like oh my gawd what a loser.
6) Not ending it with my two best friends (who have cancelled Orgy night).
7) Ending the year, instead, with a horrible Tsunami, a broken heart and silence. (Shitheads, not even Taufik Batisah to soothe this tension!!! Oh gosh.)
8) Forgetting how to play the guitar; my ultimate tension/emo remover.
9) O levels.
10) Ive been disappointed again.
In conclusion,
2004 was a great year, but it ended off badly. haha.
Fad: What do you think?
I am thinking of renting lots of movies to make time go by faster, but realised that i have not once cent left. Bleargh. Should borrow some from Claire later in the day. DvDs i mean. Not money.
I am trying my best to put on happy faces. It tricks everyone but myself.
Berikanlahku pertolongan untuk mengharungi cabaran-cabaran yang ku hadapi.
Ringankanlah beban mereka yang terkorban di Tsunami dan mereka yang menghadapi kesusahan akibatnya.
Berikanlahku kekuatan untuk memeluki tahun 2005 yang mendatang.
Ya Allah.
Ampunilah dosaku, dan keluargaku, dah sahabat-handaiku.
Terangkan dan bukalah hati kami dengan iman, dengan restuMu.
Jauhkan diri kami dari Nafsu dan Syaitan.
Jadikanlah kami orang dari golongan yang beriman, yang akan bersamaMu di akhirat kelak.
Amin, yaRabbalA'lamin.
I have forgiven all those who have wronged towards me in the past, and i hope, to all those whom i've wronged, please find a space in your heart to forgive me. May the new year bring lots of joy, less sorrow and a whole new beginning.
I have decided to stop publishing the death tolls. There's just too much. Each time i look at it, i get depressed. Please donate all the stuff you don't use anymore to the RedCross, MercyRelief, or hand it over to the mosques. Do your part instead of sitting around saying "ooh this is so sad", but not doing anything.
The victims will appreciate your sympathy, but what they need, really, is your donations.
