[[ Warning. this entry is what you may call mushy, and some people might not be able to take it. you've been warned ]]

After putting on a brave face in front of my family the entire day, heaving my emotions onto Nas and Lis, and burning scented candles in my room to calm myself down whilst i awaited the verdict,

The other half has forgiven me. Words can't describe how happy i am, how overjoyed and thankful that i still have him in my life. Someone to guide my way to success, someone who would keep my bad past from haunting me, someone who would assist me in these troubled teenage years.

I love you.

This song is dedicated to you, Is. I am sincerely sorry for all that i've done. And thank you, for staying by my side. If not for you, i'd still be stuck with studs, with black clothes, with bad company and all that comes with it.

[[ Hoobastank - The Reason ]]

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so, I have to say before I go (exemption)
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go (exemption)
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you...