It hurts more when you know the criticism is true.
But what hurts most, is when you delude yourself into thinking that the person's intention is to hurt you.
I can't seem to accept the fact that is shoved into my face. It hurts alot. Ive been saying
"NO! I'm not like that!!"
when the answer is yes, i AM like that.
or am i?
Thats what i mean. I don't want to know that what he says is me is the real me. It hurts too much. I am not in the right mind right now, too much thoughts revolving in my head.
And You, please don't apologise. thanks for telling me again and again who i am. I will try to work on what you say.
